Not that I'm having a lot of tests or anything...well, not really medical tests, anyway.
but I feel like I'm really lost right now.
I've always felt like life happened in seasons, and this is definitely my fall in every way.
fall is the point of your life's year that things kind of feel like they're headed downhill and things just keep messing up.
Life seasons can last however long and don't have to correspond to real seasons...
Season by Jenny and Tyler
after eeg’s and mri’s, i can’t explain why You’d put me through this | and when hamlet’s lines are filled with rhymes, i have a hard time seeing what Your plan is
You say all things work together for my good
You say be patient but i wish You would
show me what this season in my life is for |i’ve been trying to seek You, seems You're shutting every door | show me what this season in my life is for | ‘cause i want so much more, so much more
the doctor called to say today the medication isn’t going my way | Your paper doesn’t speak to me, reads red ink in every margin I see
You say ask and seek and knock and you will find | why won't You calm the worries on my mind
chorus
work your renewal through my soul | bring me through the fire as gold | Living Water come and pour over me | wash me clean
after eeg’s and mri’s, i can’t explain why You’d put me through this | and when hamlet’s lines are filled with rhymes, i have a hard time seeing what Your plan is
You say all things work together for my good
You say be patient but i wish You would
show me what this season in my life is for |i’ve been trying to seek You, seems You're shutting every door | show me what this season in my life is for | ‘cause i want so much more, so much more
the doctor called to say today the medication isn’t going my way | Your paper doesn’t speak to me, reads red ink in every margin I see
You say ask and seek and knock and you will find | why won't You calm the worries on my mind
chorus
work your renewal through my soul | bring me through the fire as gold | Living Water come and pour over me | wash me clean
I'll be praying for you and that your heart will be open to hear from the Lord. God's been teaching me a lot about life lately too.
ReplyDeleteJust remember that God's Love is everlasting and that He won't harm us. His plan is so amazing that we can't even fathom it. Just be faithful to what you are doing right now and even when things don't make sense, God knows what He's doing.