what the crap?!

so I haven't slept. It's 7am...and I haven't slept.

I can't sleep. I've tried for hours. I've done everything I can think of to make myself sleepy...

I listened to orchestral music for a while

I knitted part of a scarf

I drew a really nifty picture

I read like 50 pages of my book

I held onto my heartbeat pillow and counted the beats

I journaled.

I don't know what is wrong with me

but I don't like it.

Mess with my head? Okay, whatever

Mess with my sleep? We've got problems.

I was going to skip all of my classes today

but I'm wide awake?! so I'll just make some coffee, have some breakfast and go to class!

I'll probably pass out after (or maybe before) my last class...

We'll see.