Monday, August 17, 2009

can you guys help? please

I'm really confused right now. I've been hanging out with other people than the ones mentioned in the last post and I'm not sure how I feel about it. I feel sooooo out of place and awkward. I feel like these guys just want me to leave when we hang out. I haven't felt like this since junior high...and I hated junior high. I never have this trouble. I usually blend in with my surroundings and fit in fairly well.

They make me feel weird. They make me feel pretty unwanted.
I don't know what to do. I don't want to just run away from them with no explanation...nor do I want to be melodramatic about it, but I hate this.

I feel so wonderful around my other friends. I can't wait till they get back to school!

If nothing else, can you guys pray for me? Maybe for discernment as to what I should do.

Maybe these aren't the ones God wants me to be with...
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3 comments:

  1. MollyAugust 18, 2009 at 12:09 AM

    Praying. Don't fret about it - it's easy to get into that mindset, but I've found that a lot of times it becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy. Just make the best out of it all, and put all you can into it, and learn as much as you can from these guys. God has you hear for a reason! Love you girl, and miss you already!

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  2. ZachAugust 18, 2009 at 1:08 AM

    I'll definitely be praying for you.

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  3. Erin LynnAugust 18, 2009 at 1:16 AM

    thanks, guys! I love you both SO much!

    PLEASE come up here and see me soon!

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